Two + 2

Let’s start by saying this.
Two individuals have two hands each. If you have one thing, you would be able to share the load between those two pairs of hands. Now is we have another one. each pair of hands is full now.

Since the birth of our first child. We have been sharing our load together. Sometimes on my hand and hers could be rested.

Now we have a second child! The load still could be shared but no pair of hands that is empty. It’s Full!

The second child is breastfeeding, so she stays with her mom most of the time. Sleepless nights (one hour sleep wake up and hope it’s getting better by the time she is older) and she always want to sleep in the hand, it’s more warm and comforting.

While for second-born, we have to cook, prepare his tea break (school time), and ironing his uniform beside all the house chores you need to take care of.

It’s really full!

But, every day, in the early morning, I could still find a small time of delight to go out to have my breakfast and come back with the grocery for today’s meal or/with tomorrow’s meal.


Today Verse

You have failed —
so run to Jesus,
not away from Him.

Rev. Michael Densmoor
(Sermon Notes, Luke 18:9-14

Luke 18:9-14 (ESV)
He also told this parable to some who trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and treated others with contempt: 
10 “Two men went up into the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. 
11 The Pharisee, standing by himself, prayed thus: ‘God, I thank you that I am not like other men, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even like this tax collector. 
12 I fast twice a week; I give tithes of all that I get.’ 
13 But the tax collector, standing far off, would not even lift up his eyes to heaven, but beat his breast, saying, ‘God, be merciful to me, a sinner!’ 
14 I tell you, this man went down to his house justified, rather than the other. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, but the one who humbles himself will be exalted.”


Today Quote

There are no extra pieces in the universe. Everyone is here because he or she has a place to fill, and every piece must fit itself into the big jigsaw puzzle.

Deepak Chopra

Deepak Chopra (bornOctober 22, 1946) is an Indian-American author and alternative-medicine advocate. A prominent figure in the New Age movement, his books and videos have made him one of the best-known and wealthiest figures in alternative medicine


Dear Maude

I have this sentence

Don’t be so kind, just be firm

That’s line just come across my head today.

For a girl whom I think, should be able to stand by herself, her belief and principle.

Do what you need to do.


Today Quote

The Capacity to learn is a gift;
The Ability to learn is a skill;
The Willingness to learn it a choice.

By Brian Herbert

Brian Patrick Herbert (born June 29, 1947) is an American author who lives in Washington state. He is the elder son of science fiction author Frank Herbert.



Ku ingin berlari dan berlari
Tapi kini, tak bisa lagi

Angin pagi yang bertiup seolah menari
Kurasakan hanya dirumahku sendiri

Ibu pertiwi sedang di genit-in Covi
Saya pun diam dan bersembunyi

Dia begitu berani
Banyak jiwa yang dikianati, sampai mati

Sedih, dan nyerih hati ini

Kapan semua ini akan berakhir sunyi
Hanya Tuhan yang tau pasti

Ku ingin berterima-kasih
Masih ada hati yang terus berdiri, tanpa letih
Memerangin si covi ini, sampai dia mati dan sepi

Dari dalam hati ini
Untukmu, penjuang sejati

#Selamat Hari Puisi Nasional

Special Day

4th Birthday

He is four today. 12.03
His mom was preparing and coordinating with my sister at home town about possible his favourite birthday cake, Chase from Paw Patrol.

It’s his first birthday cake!

Many people around us still do not believe it, but it is true.
We did not give him a birthday on 1st, 2nd or 3rd birthday. Simply we thought, he does not understand it yet. But we know he wants one, when few weeks or months back, He wants to blow the candle.

We were glad to give him one.

He spend his entire birthday in my home town, a place I was raised. Running around the back yard and cycling around too.

He is learning to bike with his cousin. named Nadiya.
This girl is in advance level, while Noah still playing a catch up in term of agility and expert in manoeuvring the bike. Nadiya is like a motocross rider, trying to jump with her bike.

They had a good time together, good and bad.