Bible, Prayer

Insisting God

Insisting on God.

I like it very much as I realized, we fall to sin easily than we have to keep coming back to God.

Resisting is different thing, you will fight for it, not giving up! It’s like in the war situation when we have to make a choice, Fight or die!

Or it’s like a road trip, you are on the road where tempations, discouragements, negativities etc, all over the place, once you stop, you are in, tempted and melted.

Like driving your old car (weak flesh) was not really able to pull to accelerate faster or keep breaking like about to broke down.

You will press on and press on again so that you will be able to keep on moving and not stopping and surrendering to the situation.

God bless you. Protect you in all situations and guide you through all circumstances with wisdom, courage and strength.

Keep pressing on, be resilient and persevere in difficult circumstances.

Prayer, Side Notes

Happy New Year 2021

Everything in this world is not ours. It can come, go and gone.

We should appreciate, care and embrace everything we have while we are able. (Family! Friends and other things). That’s one of fulfillment in life.

And if everything can be solved wisely, it’s a blessing.

Time is not stopping.

Health is the most important treasure that keep everything going on your life.

Let’s have more of our morality (a) and love (b) in this year of 2021.

a. Principles concerning the distinction between right and wrong or good and bad behaviour.



Two + 2

Let’s start by saying this.
Two individuals have two hands each. If you have one thing, you would be able to share the load between those two pairs of hands. Now is we have another one. each pair of hands is full now.

Since the birth of our first child. We have been sharing our load together. Sometimes on my hand and hers could be rested.

Now we have a second child! The load still could be shared but no pair of hands that is empty. It’s Full!

The second child is breastfeeding, so she stays with her mom most of the time. Sleepless nights (one hour sleep wake up and hope it’s getting better by the time she is older) and she always want to sleep in the hand, it’s more warm and comforting.

While for First born, we have to cook, prepare his tea break (school time), and ironing his uniform beside all the house chores you need to take care of.

It’s really full!

But, every day, in the early morning, I could still find a small time of delight to go out to have my breakfast and come back with the grocery for today’s meal or/with tomorrow’s meal.


Today Verse

You have failed —
so run to Jesus,
not away from Him.

Rev. Michael Densmoor
(Sermon Notes, Luke 18:9-14

Luke 18:9-14 (ESV)
He also told this parable to some who trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and treated others with contempt: 
10 “Two men went up into the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. 
11 The Pharisee, standing by himself, prayed thus: ‘God, I thank you that I am not like other men, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even like this tax collector. 
12 I fast twice a week; I give tithes of all that I get.’ 
13 But the tax collector, standing far off, would not even lift up his eyes to heaven, but beat his breast, saying, ‘God, be merciful to me, a sinner!’ 
14 I tell you, this man went down to his house justified, rather than the other. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, but the one who humbles himself will be exalted.”


Today Quote

There are no extra pieces in the universe. Everyone is here because he or she has a place to fill, and every piece must fit itself into the big jigsaw puzzle.

Deepak Chopra

Deepak Chopra (bornOctober 22, 1946) is an Indian-American author and alternative-medicine advocate. A prominent figure in the New Age movement, his books and videos have made him one of the best-known and wealthiest figures in alternative medicine


Dear Maude

I have this sentence

Don’t be so kind, just be firm

That’s line just come across my head today.

For a girl whom I think, should be able to stand by herself, her belief and principle.

Do what you need to do.


Today Quote

The Capacity to learn is a gift;
The Ability to learn is a skill;
The Willingness to learn it a choice.

By Brian Herbert

Brian Patrick Herbert (born June 29, 1947) is an American author who lives in Washington state. He is the elder son of science fiction author Frank Herbert.



Ku ingin berlari dan berlari
Tapi kini, tak bisa lagi

Angin pagi yang bertiup seolah menari
Kurasakan hanya dirumahku sendiri

Ibu pertiwi sedang di genit-in Covi
Saya pun diam dan bersembunyi

Dia begitu berani
Banyak jiwa yang dikianati, sampai mati

Sedih, dan nyerih hati ini

Kapan semua ini akan berakhir sunyi
Hanya Tuhan yang tau pasti

Ku ingin berterima-kasih
Masih ada hati yang terus berdiri, tanpa letih
Memerangin si covi ini, sampai dia mati dan sepi

Dari dalam hati ini
Untukmu, penjuang sejati

#Selamat Hari Puisi Nasional