So many questions but no answer = the future?

just came back from lunch and spent time with friends, reach home like 5 something in the evening. Feeling tired and I just lay my self on my bed. Its sunday afternoon. It’s like cloudy and dark sky all over the place but no rain is coming as I expected.

Wake up at 8 at evening, lazy to go out so I cook indomie with an egg plus my orange juice from fridge. A little bit healthy dinner even not so but I am satisfy.

web browsing, reading some news about tech stuff and watching movie, Piranha! Clock is ticking and showing 11.30pm. Time to rest. Toilet break and brush my teeth. Bump into my bed. Switch on radio on classical channel and set timer for 1 hour, Nice….!

Here we go…
Close my eyes, then flip right and left but I couldn’t sleep. My mind is like thinking so many things but the eyes is so tired..

Then I start to think about coming years..
What would I be in next year or may be next 3, 5, 10 years later?
What will be the changes?
Where will I be?
Am i married?
Who will i marry?
Then how about my career?
What will I do?
Can I be the man to support my family?
How is my parent? They are not getting any younger.
And Where will be my siblings? How are they doing?

What the hell there are so many questions? But no answer. I am nervous, unsure, insecure.

What tomorrow will bring to me? I don’t know.

But people once said, that’s why this is the interesting part of life.
If you already know, you either will take it for granted or your life will be boring.


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