Lucky Breaks & Success

“Lucky breaks” are nothing more than unexpected rewards for intelligent choices we’ve choosen to make.

Success doesn’t just happen because someone’s star line up, success, both in business and personally, is something that’s consciously created.

Special Day

Half year of life

A day to remember when you were born to this world, it was innocent and peaceful in mind.

All are just a good things, not distorted.

Every single moves you make, its simply you are interested to know.

Every single gestures you make, its simply you want to show them what you understand.

Every single smile you make, its simple you want to show how beautiful the world is.

Every year marks every single improvement about everything around you.

Learn to understand, learn to speak a few word, learn to run and on on.

Now you are turn in a fun year (10 years below). Going to school, meeting new people, trying new foods, drinks, play games and start the distortion about this world.

First time you feel disappointment, anger over someone you just call a friend, fall down and cry, fighting over something you really not understand, protecting someone you thought weak, giving up something for other… and so many other things you have learned..!!

In a year of teenager, another level of learning, another step of understanding, another achievement, improvement over your attitudes, habit and interesting new thing to explore, another creature called Girls.!!

Its really lovely i guess, first time you feel the butterfly on your stomach.. Lols.. First time you really excited to come to school, first time you concern over your school uniform, first time you try to style your hair, putting some gels on it, use some cologne and stand in front of mirror a little bit longer…

In every sports and extra curriculum activities, you are motivated to do it better and so many new things you want to learn outside school materials.

Its Beautiful isnt it? Indeed.

A year of 20s. Its getting serious, early year on university time, study abroad, speak new languages, new foods, new places and environment and news from hometown that my bestfriend had passed away.

The first hard year at university, adjustment.

Its a wrong major, suppose to take engineering but end up in Art. But I enjoyed it, even it’s a short 2 years, I got my degree. pretty fast, I was lucky, i didnt need foundation or english course coz of my high school result.

Short year but lots of stuffs, first year celebrate chinese new year in malaysia with malaysian friend and we did road trip!

Going back to home, helping dad and look around.

Then go to jakarta for a year, stay at dad’s friend home, its like a new family. I thanked for what happen there. Its a Simply Jakarta, not so clean, ribet dan ga nyaman.

So I decided to come to Singapore. Here I am. 6 years has passed.

Many things have happened, many thing have changed and many things have learned.

I am contented for what i have had. But there are still many things i have not accomplished.

It’s a HALF year of my life. A year of Family ahead.

Indescribable minded

So many questions but no answer = the future?

just came back from lunch and spent time with friends, reach home like 5 something in the evening. Feeling tired and I just lay my self on my bed. Its sunday afternoon. It’s like cloudy and dark sky all over the place but no rain is coming as I expected.

Wake up at 8 at evening, lazy to go out so I cook indomie with an egg plus my orange juice from fridge. A little bit healthy dinner even not so but I am satisfy.

web browsing, reading some news about tech stuff and watching movie, Piranha! Clock is ticking and showing 11.30pm. Time to rest. Toilet break and brush my teeth. Bump into my bed. Switch on radio on classical channel and set timer for 1 hour, Nice….!

Here we go…
Close my eyes, then flip right and left but I couldn’t sleep. My mind is like thinking so many things but the eyes is so tired..

Then I start to think about coming years..
What would I be in next year or may be next 3, 5, 10 years later?
What will be the changes?
Where will I be?
Am i married?
Who will i marry?
Then how about my career?
What will I do?
Can I be the man to support my family?
How is my parent? They are not getting any younger.
And Where will be my siblings? How are they doing?

What the hell there are so many questions? But no answer. I am nervous, unsure, insecure.

What tomorrow will bring to me? I don’t know.

But people once said, that’s why this is the interesting part of life.
If you already know, you either will take it for granted or your life will be boring.